Just being here to rant about some self dissatisfaction. I do not know why I am so not confident with myself. Like in anything or everything I do, I will never reach the finishing line. In love, life, or any small or big issues. Does anyone feel this too? Is it normal or not? Even though now, I am writing this, I'd been thinking repeatedly if should I or should not I post this.
I always fear if I cannot do my best to make people happy, and if I say no I'll hurt people, I'd rather hurt than saying "I don't want this" or "No, I cannot do this" and these things are slowly killing me inside. No one loves to bring hope with no ending, and I always stranded in those things.
I guess that's all. It's not about I have no one to talk to. It's about I don't want to trouble anyone. Because people don't have time for silly thing and thought.
Maybe I'm just too tired.
Maybe I'm just too tired.
You just need some break Ms Hamdan. Go get some ice cream. Cheesecake ice cream. That'll do you some good. And dua. More importantly the dua.
ReplyDeleteThank you for reminding me to grab the me time. And also the dua. May you granted with blossom life and happiness, always.
DeleteI promise. I promise you will always have my heart and you will always have me. Remember that.
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