23

I'm turning 23 in few more days. No wishes, not hoping for any gifts & surprises nor party, all I hope is me to stop being a girl who underestimate myself. It is a very long story, since my childhood times. A girl who is always saying yes to anyone, never get mad when being bullied and trained to not fight for the rights.
Growing up since my 20th, I realize that all were not right. I should say yes to things I like, get mad when being  mentally or physically abused, and fight for my right, for me to get the happiness everyone are dreaming of.

I am now feeling like I am nobody, to anyone, nor myself. Feel like I can do nothing, which is my biggest fear in my life, it contradicts my dream. I never turn myself down, it is just I can't help myself to discard this fear.
My 23rd birthday wishes, are to be strong, stand up for myself and found the confidence I am looking for, all this while.

To anyone who read this, I hope you can leave some words, I would love to read.